Kokoro no Sukima

Gaps in the Heart

Kokoro no Sukima

Warm and soft,
あたたかくてやわらかな
Atatakaku te yawaraka na
Your comforting voice feels so good.
ここちのいいきみのこえが
Kokochi no ii kimi no koe ga
Right about now, I’m thinking about how I’ll end up regretting this.
いまごろになってうらめにでるだなんて
Imagoro ni natte urame ni deru da nante

We just keep clashing emotionally, day after day.
おたがいをかんじょうてきにただぶつけあうばかりの日々
Otagai o kanjou teki ni tada butsukeau bakari no hibi
Even that makes me envious now.
それですらいまでわうらやましくもおもえる
Sore de sura ima de wa urayamashiku mo omoeru

Surely, we were meant to be like this.
きっとふたりはこれでよかったんだ
Kitto futari wa kore de yokattanda
These empty words just remind me of you even more.
がらにもないこのことばがよけいにきみをおもいださせてしまう
Gara ni mo nai kono kotoba ga yokei ni kimi o omoida sasete shimau

Restless, I can’t sleep, bathed in morning light,
ねむれずにあさのひかりをあびたこどくは
Nemurezu ni asa no hikari o abita kodoku wa
Still bound by love.
あいじょうにしばられたままで
Aijou ni shibarareta mama de
As I desperately search for what’s ahead,
ゆくさきをただがむしゃらにさぐりだすぼくを
Yukusaki o tada gamushara ni saguridasu boku o
Hold me up once more.
もういちどささえてよ
Mou ichido sasaete yo

Wrapped in thick fog,
ぶあついきりにおおわれて
Buatsui kiri ni oowarete
I’m trembling on unstable feet.
ふあんていなあしばにおびえる
Fuantei na ashiba ni obieru
Do you even laugh at someone like me?
こんなぼくをきみはわらってくれもしないのかな
Konna boku o kimi wa waratte kure mo shinai no ka na

No matter how bright a song I try to picture,
どんなにあかるいきょくをおもいえがいても
Donna ni akarui kyoku o omoi egaite mo
Unconsciously, everything I do just plays out for you.
むいしきのうちにぼくのすべてはきみのことをかなでてしまう
Muishiki no uchi ni boku no subete wa kimi no koto o kanadete shimau

Like flowing water, I’m spinning in memories,
ながれるようにきおくのなかをかけまわるぼくは
Nagareru youni kioku no naka o kake mawaru boku wa
Crying out that I want to see you.
あいたいとさけんではないて
Aitai to sakende wa naite
If it’s going to hurt this much, then maybe,
こんなにもつらくなるならいっそ
Konna ni mo tsuraku naru nara isso
I shouldn’t have met you back then.
あのとききみにあわなけりゃ
Ano toki kimi ni awanakerya

Restless, I can’t sleep, bathed in morning light,
ねむれずにあさのひかりをあびたこどくは
Nemurezu ni asa no hikari o abita kodoku wa
Still bound by love.
あいじょうにしばられたままで
Aijou ni shibarareta mama de
As I desperately search for what’s ahead,
ゆくさきをただがむしゃらにさぐりだすぼくを
Yukusaki o tada gamushara ni saguridasu boku o
Support me once more with that voice.
もういちどあのこえでささえてよ
Mou ichido ano koe de sasaete yo

If it’s going to hurt this much, then maybe,
こんなにもつらくなるならいっそ
Konna ni mo tsuraku naru nara isso
I shouldn’t have met you back then.
あのとききみにあわなけりゃ
Ano toki kimi ni awanakerya