Secrets

If you're hearing this it means
I've had enough and I've let go
If you're reading this it means
I've given up and I've moved on
I'm just a guy and I speak less
I'm not shy I am speechless
I'm tired and I'm depressed
I'm tired of these secrets

That I'm keeping deep inside of me
I tried to deal with this pain that I feel
I feel myself slowly fading from reality
When you find me can you promise me
That you'll let me be?
You would think that I am fine
When I wake up with a smile
On my face the smile is fake

The smile is there to hide behind
Still alive but I'm in pain
My blood is running through my veins
There's a storm inside my brain
Time to put this to an end
S, one cut, two cuts, three cuts, four
My blood just started dripping to the bathroom floor

If you're hearing this it means
I've had enough and I've let go
If you're reading this it means
I've given up and I've moved on
I'm just a guy and I speak less
I'm not shy I am speechless
I'm tired and I'm depressed
I'm tired of these secrets