Soy Un Estorbo

I'm a Nuisance

Soy Un Estorbo

Let's go! Put on a smile!¡Vamos! ¡ponte una sonrisa!
Everyone asks me, but I'm not in a hurryTodos me lo piden, pero yo no llevo prisa
They're hurt by my condition or that's what they vocalizeLes duele mi estado o eso es lo que vocalizan
They say they're worried about my sick mentalityDicen que les preocupa mi mentalidad enfermiza

I know I'm a burden and I know, I've always been like thisSé que soy una carga y lo sé, siempre he sido así
I can't kill myself alone and believe me, I won't do it for youNo me puedo matar solo y créeme, no lo haré por ti
I'm sick of seeing them so worriedEstoy hasta la punta de verlos tan preocupados
I don't believe them one bit, then I judge themNo les creo ni poquito, luego los miro juzgando

They say my little state is not a big dealDisque mi ladito estado dicen que no es para tanto
They don't know what it's like to live trapped under the skinNo saben qué es vivir bajo la piel encerrados
Don't ask me to calm down and get lostNo me pidan que me calme y lárguense para otro lado
A half-assed hug without enthusiasm doesn't do shit (fuck you)No me sirve ni un abrazo jodido sin entusiasmo (fuck you)

Words of encouragement are uselessPalabras de ánimo no sirven para nada
Just like a pat on the backComo tampoco sirve una palmadita en la espalda
Every second is like a sharp daggerCada segundo es como una daga afilada
But I put balls to it and act like nothing's wrongPero le pongo huevos y hago que no pasa nada

What hurts you, to me, is just a gameEso que te duele a ti, para mí solo es un juego
If what's mine hurt you, you'd be in fucking hellSi lo mío te doliera estarías en el puto infierno
Want to try it? Come and step on my turf¿Quiere intentarlo? Ven y pisa mi terreno
You'll immediately know it's not like walking in the hayDe inmediato sabrás que no es como andar en el heno

I was born and raised with an acute disorder, periodNací y crecí con un trastorno agudo y punto
Believe me, I don't care if this is an insult to youCréeme me importa poco si esto pa ti es un insulto
I don't need everyone's approvalNo tengo necesidad de que me apruebe todo el mundo
Everyone is as fake as a funeral in mourningTodos son tan falsos como un funeral de luto

What do you pretend to be?!¡¿Qué pretendes ser?!
Better stay quietMejor quédate callado
You scream behind my backA mi espalda gritas
What you've kept insideLo que te has guardado
I could see in youEn ti pude ver
That it hurts to see me move forwardQue te duele verme avanzar
Even though you say to my faceAunque de frente digas
That I've earned itQue me lo he ganado

And alone! Return alone!¡Y solo! ¡regresa solo!
Karma comes back on its ownEl karma se regresa solo
Hate me alone!¡Ódiame solo!
How much does your price weigh?Tu precio cuánto pesa
Just leave me alone!¡Solo déjame solo!
Like Judas, you kiss meComo Judas me besas
It kills you to see them tempt youRevienta ver que te tientan
Thirty measly coinsTreinta míseras monedas

I don't ask for comfort, if it doesn't come in the form of drugsNo les pido consuelo, si no viene en formato de droga
I don't care if this shit suits youNo me importa si esta mierda te acomoda
Your damn trend became my damn therapyTu put*a moda se volvió mi maldita terapia
My words are sharp to skin tilapiaMis frases son fileros para desollar tilapia

The doc diagnosed me with OCD, get rid of itEl doc me diagnosticó con toc, quítese
Get rid of it, my opposition is aggressive like this CDQuítese que mi oposición es agresiva como este CD
In the mental research CDEn el CD de investigación mental
My case became weird and they can't fix itSe volvió raro mi caso y no lo pueden arreglar

A personality gave me adviceUna personalidad me dio un consejo
Kill the other two who want to steal your lightMata a los otros dos que te quieren robar la luz
Another deja vu in which I can change the outcomeOtro deja vu en el cual puedo cambiar el resultado
Leave them in a coffin, it'll be less complicatedDéjalos en ataúd, será menos complicado

My treatment must be complexComplejo debe ser mi tratamiento
While everyone treats me like a ghost from afarMientras de lejos todos me tratan como un fantasma
They say I'm crazy and none retractMe dicen que estoy loco y ninguno se retracta
While the walls bleed from bare fistsMientras que a puño limpio las paredes sangran

With anger issues and self-harm on the bodyCon problemas de ira y autolesiones en el cuerpo
They get depressed over emojisSe deprimen por emoticones
I'm in this damn hell full of medicationsYo por este maldito infierno repleto de medicamentos
I can't live in the moment, I don't belong in this momentNo puedo vivir el instante, pues no pertenezco a este momento

Time doesn't match what's in the mirrorEl tiempo no concuerda con lo del espejo
The illness tells me I have little time leftLa enfermedad me dice que me queda poco tiempo
While I think about these lyricsMientras que pienso en estas letras
The crazy guy next door lurks at your doorEl loco de tu cuadra acecha por tu puerta

What do you pretend to be?!¡¿Qué pretendes ser?!
Better stay quietMejor quédate callado
You scream behind my backA mi espalda gritas
What you've kept insideLo que te has guardado
I could see in youEn ti pude ver
That it hurts to see me move forwardQue te duele verme avanzar
Even though you say to my faceAunque de frente digas
That I've earned itQue me lo he ganado

And alone! Return alone!¡Y solo! ¡regresa solo!
Karma comes back on its ownEl karma se regresa solo
Hate me alone!¡Ódiame solo!
How much does your price weigh?Tu precio cuánto pesa
Just leave me alone!¡Solo déjame solo!
Like Judas, you kiss meComo Judas me besas
It kills you to see them tempt youRevienta ver que te tientan
Thirty measly coinsTreinta míseras monedas