143(jcm)

myself.
I can't say it.
today i wished. i wished the calmest though.

I laid down before you.
I was so dead in your arms.
what would you do if I said 143?

it's always like this.
I'm only here to remind you.
I don't think I can do this alone. Common sense for a second. Frustrated from these screams.
Still holding on with these pictures. Now still holding on with the sun, the wind, the rain. I want you to bathe in me. To touch my lips again. It's all wrong.
But yet we still want to breathe. It's all the one.
To try himself for a second. Dream for everybody. It's ours, but you're still not here. but i will wait. I woke up this morning, and you're still not here. and I know you're never calling back. It's in your eyes. All I've ever known is in your eyes.