Wishful Thinking

As I turn out all the lights you’re all I see
Yeah my mind keeps playing tricks on me
‘Cause last night we said our closing statements

I held my breath yeah I couldn’t breathe
And you just sat there
You just sat there
You just sat there

As these days go by this silence it’s deafening
I was hoping that you’d find your way back to me
Instead you’ll chase love in all directions
And distance yourself from anything

That resembles how our heartbeats mix in synch
I’ll be another face that you love to hate
And we break all of the things I break
Still reeling from my gut aches from all the shakes
(Can we please?)

Was it always a dream or did you ever really care about me?
Keeping your bed warm while you sort out everything
Caught in a headstorm I can’t feel a thing
Left my mark on your world and your sheets

I hope with every kiss you steal you think of me
I left my curse on your heart every time that it beats
You’ll be reminded that you’re unable to feel the pain