Everything Is Perfect

Am I real? Will I bleed? Was it worth it?
Hold me close, tell me everything is perfect

It's in the code, it's in my head
Broken flashbacks, every attack, fades to black for me
It's in the wires, it wants me dead
And I'm yearning for an answer, hard truth, simulated

Am I real? Will I bleed? Was it worth it?
Hold me close, tell me everything is perfect

No, I can't be the only one
Feeling lost, with nowhere to run
In the dark, reaching for a purpose
Hold me close, tell me I'm not worthless

Every night, it's a loaded gun
Pull the plug, on what I've become
Bleeding out, maybe I deserve it
Hold me close, tell me everything is perfect

A fractured ghost in this machine
With a hack that, tracing each path, brings you back to me
I can't escape, this neon dream
And if anything could happen, two souls, vindicated
(And if anything could happen, two souls)

No, I can't be the only one
Feeling lost, with nowhere to run
In the dark, reaching for a purpose
Hold me close, tell me I'm not worthless

Every night, it's a loaded gun
Pull the plug, on what I've become
Bleeding out, maybe I deserve it
Hold me close, tell me everything is perfect

It's a curse, that I can't outrun
Cut the cord, and I come undone
Take a look, can't you see I'm hurting?
'Cause inside, of my mind, I'm burning

Every night, it's a loaded gun
Pull the plug, on what I've become
Bleeding out, maybe I deserve it
Hold me close, tell me everything is perfect

Am I real? Will I bleed? Was it worth it?
Hold me close, tell me everything is perfect

Is it original sin that makes me plead, me plead?