Try So Hard

(Say, Red, turn me up)
(Ayo, Fatboi, let me hear somethin')
Mm, mm, oh

Said you love me and ain't mean it, my love wasn't bought with money
At times when I was right, ain't nobody tell me nothin'
Dealt with pain all through the night, in the mornin', it was sunny
When you walked up out my life, it started stormin'
I work all night, make sure my kids don't want for nothin'
And I know this not my life, but it's how I survive, I press a button
I couldn't make you walk again, I'm sorry, KD, my brother
God won't spare my life again if I don't try and do better
Tryna show my girl that I love her, but every day, I just thug her
I was steady callin' them brother and they couldn't help with my trouble
What about them times you had lied to me? Forgive you, that's nothin'
What about them times that I had cried over you to go to sleep? Truthfully

I tried so hard, but can't seem to get away from misery
Man, I tried so hard, but always'll be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault 'cause I tried to get away, but trouble follows me
And I still try so hard, hopin' one day, you'll come and rescue me

Baby mama, baby bottles, dirty chopper, fuck it, pop 'em
Brother want it, pay his doctor, no one gon' come up, up off you
I don't want no problem, tired of arguin' with you, I'm exhausted
How I get it back? I don't wanna bargain with you, I took losses
Sherhonda, I'm sorry, DDawg, I'm sorry
I been tryna make up for all of this, you gon' meet my daughter, Harmony
Hold on, I, I ain't been outchea misleadin' kids
Hold on, I, I just only tell you how it is

I tried so hard, but can't seem to get away from misery
Man, I tried so hard, but always'll be a victim of these streets
It ain't my fault 'cause I tried to get away, but trouble follows me
And I still try so hard, hopin' one day, you'll come and rescue me