Hitoya no Maboroshi

Phantom of the Room

Hitoya no Maboroshi

Six flowers hiding gray lies
灰色の嘘を隠した六つの花が
haiiro no uso o kakushita roku muttsu no hana ga
Flowing through my palm
掌を流れる
tenohira o nagareru
Skin rough and wet, leaving fragile scars like thin
粗ぬれる肌 薄いのように脆く傷跡を残す
sobonureru hada usurai no yō ni moroku kizuato o nokosu
Seeking freedom, too cowardly and scared
自由を求めては臆病すぎて怯えている
jiyuu o motomete wa okubyou sugite obiete iru
Is this the shell of a living being?
生きる骸か
ikiru mukuro ka

Now falling apart, a rare person in the abyss
今堕ちてゆくバラバラに奈落の稀人
ima ochite yuku bara bara ni naraku no mare bito
Even spider threads won't reach
蜘蛛の糸さえも届かないだろう
kumo no ito sae mo todokanaidarou
In times tainted by sadness and pain
悲しみと苦しみに汚れた時こそ
kanashimi to kurushimi ni kegareta toki koso
I wish to have a dignified gaze
凛とした眼差しでありたいと願う
rintoshita manazashidearitai to negau

Seeking salvation, hesitating to obtain
救いを求めては手に入れることをためらう
sukui o motomete wa te ni ireru koto o tamerau
A one-night illusion
一夜幻
hitoya maboroshi
Now falling ill, a thorn person in the sand
今病んでゆく粉々に砂上の棘人
ima yande yuku konagona ni sajou no toga bito
Even a dry throat won't heal
渇く喉さえも癒せないだろう
kawaku nodo sae mo iyasenaidarou
In times of despair and betrayal
絶望と裏切りで死に行く時こそ
zetsubou to uragiri de shi ni iku toki koso
I whisper to want a dignified smile
凛とした微笑みでありたいと囁く
rintoshita hohoemidearitai to sasayaku

When drowning in the limits, only pride to believe in
限界に溺れそうな時に信じられる誇りだけが
genkai ni obore-souna toki ni shinji rareru hokori dake ga
Creates a self more noble and beautiful than yesterday
昨日よりも気高く美しい自分を作るの
kinou yori mo kedakaku utsukushii jibun o tsukuru no
Now falling apart, a rare person in the abyss
今堕ちてゆくバラバラに奈落の稀人
ima ochite yuku bara bara ni naraku no mare bito
Even spider threads won't reach
蜘蛛の糸さえも届かないだろう
kumo no ito sae mo todokanaidarou
In times tainted by sadness and pain
悲しみと苦しみに汚れた時こそ
kanashimi to kurushimi ni kegareta toki koso
I wish to have a dignified gaze
凛とした眼差しでありたいと願う
rintoshita manazashidearitai to negau