Bombshell.Exe

I think I'm okay
Even though I can't say
It's better this way
Clinging to the walls
Desolate and void
My mind is just a toy
You see the decoy I show you
I drop like a bombshell
And I'm reaching for the light
'Cause I'm not ready
Never ready when it comes
Feel it all flushing out
Adrenaline vaccines
But I'm not ready
Never ready to let go
Staying here inside
I'm trapped in my own mind
I'm falling behind
Clinging to the walls
Vision starts to blur
This world is such a curse
Everything is changing for the worse
I can feel it in my skin
I drop like a bombshell
And I'm reaching for the light
'Cause I'm not ready
Never ready when it comes
Feel it all flushing out
Adrenaline vaccines
But I'm not ready
Never ready, never ready
Buried 'neath the ground
I'm suffocated now
I drown it out in sound
The thoughts became too loud
Buried 'neath the ground
I'm suffocated now
I drown it out in sound
The thoughts became too
Loud, loud
Too loud, yeah!
I can feel it in my skin
Bombshell
And I'm reaching for the light
'Cause I'm not ready
Never ready when it comes
Feel it all flushing out
Adrenaline vaccines
But I'm not ready
Never ready to let go