Ego Boost

This toxic cycle has my energy drained
You watch me suffer over your entertainment
Your poison venom keeps me right in my place
Saying anything that gets me to stay

Am I only just an ego boost to make you feel
Better when she's not around and smile appeal
To you, you

I fell in love with you, I took the bait
And you said you loved me but you're a faker
I tell myself that I deserve more than this
Meant [?] few that I never win

Am I only just an ego boost to make you feel
Better when she's not around and smile appeal
To you, you

I gotta carry it on now
Or I'm afraid I never will
You keep me, keep me running
Keep me running for your thrill
I gotta carry it on now
Or I'm afraid I never will
You keep me, keep me running
Keep me running for your thrill

Am I only just an ego boost to make you feel
Better when she's not around and smile appeal
To you, you