Beyond Two Souls

Beyond Two Souls

Beyond Two Souls

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Since I was little they looked at me like a weirdoDesde pequeña me miraban como un bicho raro
Because I had an imaginary companion by my sidePorque tenía un compañero imaginario a mi lado
I knew it wasn't just my imaginationYo sabía que no era ninguna imaginación
Every day he took care of me like my defenderCada día mi cuidaba como mi defensor
I was raised on a military baseHe sido criada en una base militar

I'm adoptedSoy adoptada
I've been trained to killMe han entrenado para matar
I talked to myself like a monologueHablaba sola cual monólogo
I've spent more than half my life visiting psychologistsMe he tirado más de media vida visitando psicólogos
How many times have I dreamed of being normalCuantas veces he soñado con ser normal
Of having a family that truly loves meCon tener una familia que me quiera de verdad

That pampers meQue me mime
Go out for a walkSalir a pasear
Not having to think about the therapy they're going to send meNo tener que pensar en la terapia que me van a mandar
I want to leave it all behindQuiero abandonarlo todo
I want to be happyQuiero ser feliz
And I'll fight with fists and elbowsY lucharé con puños y codos
I want a wayQuiero un modo
To get out of this nightmareDe salir de esta pesadilla

And all that's left is to get up or die on my kneesY solo queda levantarme o morir de rodillas
How many times have I dreamed of being normalCuantas veces he soñado con ser normal
How many times have I cried for not screamingCuantas veces he llorado por no gritar
I never wanted people to look at me badlyNunca quise que la gente me mirara mal
I didn't choose this life but I'm going to change itYo no he elegido esta vida pero la voy a cambiar

How many times have I dreamed of being normalCuantas veces he soñado con ser normal
How many times have I cried for not screamingCuantas veces he llorado por no gritar
No one can fight what I feelNadie puede combatir con lo que siento
And I'll have to endure everything that comesY todo lo que venga lo tendré que soportar
How many times have I dreamed of being normalCuantas veces he soñado con ser normal
How many times have I cried for not screamingCuantas veces he llorado por no gritar