How It Feels

I've been getting old standin' by the river
Watch the water move but I don't move with her

Shivers down my spine
Never forget to remind me I'm alive

Till I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place
I've been breakin', always fakin'
I'm just lyin' to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels

Can you tell me just one thing?
Can you give me a reason to stay?
'Cause the feelings I'm harborin' don't seem to
See the light of day

Shivers down my spine
Never forget to remind me I'm alive

Till I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place
I've been breakin', always fakin'
I'm just lyin' to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels
Bring me to my knees
I begged and pleaded
I asked to leave
But you insisted on stayin' and breakin' my heart
Breakin' my heart
Breakin' my heart
Breakin' my heart, yeah

Till I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place
I've been breakin', always fakin'
I'm just lyin' to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels

Till I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place