live to die

(Ooh, ooh)

The blood rushing to my head
I'm hanging upside down
While the noose is tied around my feet
My hair's above the ground

The blood that's dripping on my bed
I'm choking while I drown
And I'm more than just depressed
But I'll never make a sound

And the bottle's kinda empty
Antidepressants can't help me

I'd like to go now
I wanna find my home now
I need more than just a xanny
Not suicidal, just not happy
Surrounded in my own doubt
When I die my ghost will be proud

(Ooh, ooh)
Gave the world to everyone
And they all betray my trust, yeah
A girl who's just looking for love
But the crowd is filled with lust

We're born in a shitty place
Where people look for war
So put the gun to my head
'Cause what the hell am I fighting for?

And the bullets are tempting, yeah
My heart is turning cold

I'd like to go now
I wanna find my home now
I need more than just a xanny
Not suicidal, just not happy
Surrounded in my own doubt
When I die my ghost will be proud
(Ooh, ooh)