メリュー (meru)

Meru

メリュー (meru)

Like the setting sun
夕日が落ちるように
yuuhi ga ochiru you ni
My heart is dyed
胸が染まるので
mune ga somaru no de
Hiding the pounding
耳鳴りのような
miminari no youna
Like a ringing in my ears
鼓動を隠して
kodou wo kakushite

I said as I got on the bus
バスに乗った僕は言う
basu ni notta boku wa iu
You're turning into ashes
君は灰になっていく
kimi wa hai ni natte iku
Even if I lose words like this
例えばこんな言葉さえ失う
tatoeba konna kotoba sae ushinau
If only the words could speak to me
言葉が僕に言えたら
kotoba ga boku ni ietara

In the starry sea where lanterns bloom
灯篭の咲く星の海に
tourou no saku hoshi no umi ni
I threw my heart
心臓を投げたのだ
shinzou wo nageta no da
It couldn't be helped
もう声も出ないそれは
mou koe mo denai sore wa
That I couldn't even speak anymore
僕じゃどうしようもなかったのだ
boku ja doushiyou mo nakatta no da

It's strange to be in pain even though you're going to die anyway
どうせ死ぬくせに辛いなんて
douse shinu kuse ni tsurai nante
It's absurd
おかしいじゃないか
okashii janai ka
It's strange to be in pain even though you're going to die anyway
どうせ死ぬくせに辛いなんて
douse shinu kuse ni tsurai nante
Ah
ああ
aa

Ah
あああ
aaa

So without even love in this world's color
だから愛さえないこんな世界の色に
dakara ai sae nai konna sekai no iro ni
Mixing my song
僕の歌を混ぜて
boku no uta wo mazete
Even though I want to change already
もうどうかしたいと思うくせに
mou douka shitai to omou kuse ni
I just stay the same
僕はどうもしないままで
boku wa dou mo shinai mama de

Ah
あああ
aaa

In the starry sea where lanterns bloom
灯篭の咲く星の海に
tourou no saku hoshi no umi ni
I threw my heart
心臓を投げたのだ
shinzou wo nageta no da
Since I couldn't even speak anymore, I pretended to be dead
もう声も出ないから死んだふり
mou koe mo denai kara shinda furi
But it was all in vain
なんてどうもなかったのに
nante dou mo nakatta no ni

I guess it would have been fine like this too
僕もきっとこうでよかったのに
boku mo kitto kou de yokatta no ni
You were always smiling from afar
君がずっと遠く笑ったのだ
kimi ga zutto tooku waratta no da