Totemo Itai Itagaritai (Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain)

Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain

Totemo Itai Itagaritai (Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain)

What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why does it hurt so damn muchdoushite konna ni totemo itai
What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why do I want to hurt like thisdoushite konna ni itagaritai

What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why does it hurt so damn muchdoushite konna ni totemo itai
What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why do I want to hurt like thisdoushite konna ni itagaritai

I'm already hurting, it hurts so muchmou itai totemo itai
Why does it hurt so damn muchdoushite konna ni totemo itai
Ah, it hurts, I want to tell youaa itai kimi ni tsutaetai
I just want to let you knowkimi ni dake wa tsutaete okitai

It's so tough, it’s really toughmou tsurai totemo tsurai
Why does it have to be this harddoushite konna ni totemo tsurai
I want to see you, I want to see youaitai kimi ni aitai
This pain in my chest is so intensemune no kono hen ga totemo itai

It was my own doing, you seekikkake wa jibun datta no desu
I ended up hurting myselfkizu wo tsukete shimatta no desu
If I just leave it alone, it’ll fade awayhoutte okeba shizenshoumetsu demo
But the pain keeps coming back, nagging meitami ga ichiichi shuchou shite kuru yo

If I close my eyes, I can’t see anythingtojitetara nanimo mienai
I can’t understand what’s happenednatta mono ni shika wakaranai
It’s so unfair, I can’t take itsonna no rifujin kiwamarinai yo
Someone, please know my sufferingdareka boku no kurushimi wo shitte yo

Don’t push it, don’t push itkounaidee kounaidee
Don’t give me that much stimulationsonna ni shigeki wo ataenaide
It’s okay, it’s okaydon mai desu don mai desu
Don’t keep throwing me offichiichi wamekichirasanaide

I’m fading away, I’m fading awaygou auei gou auei
Yeah, I’ll just disappear, sosou watashi wa sono uchi kiesaru yo dakara
I’ve been pretending to be fineheiki na furi shite taekitte yo

I’m already hurting, it hurts so muchmou itai totemo itai
Why does it hurt so damn muchdoushite konna ni totemo itai
Ah, it hurts, I want to tell youaa itai kimi ni tsutaetai
I just want to let you knowkimi ni dake wa tsutaete okitai

It’s so tough, it’s really toughmou tsurai totemo tsurai
Why does it have to be this harddoushite konna ni totemo tsurai
I want to see you, I want to see youaitai kimi ni aitai
This pain in my chest is so intensemune no kono hen ga totemo itai

I’ve done it again, you knowmata dekita no desu
I can’t pinpoint the causegen'in tokutei dekimasen
There’s a big one lurking arounddekai yatsu ga nosabatte imasu
The pain is sharp, throbbing, and buzzingitami ga hirihiri zukizuki biribiri

If I stay quiet, no one will knowdamatte ireba shirarenai
No one else can understandboku igai ni wa wakaranai
So I won’t scream, I won’t let the wind blowdakara sakebanai namikaze tatenai
I’ll just live this empty lifenanimo nai mama no raifu wo okuru yo

That’s right, that’s rightsou da ne sou da ne
If you can endure, it’ll be fineanata ga taereba sumu koto dakara ne
So I keep, so I keepsou yatte sou yatte
Deceiving myselfjibun wo gomakashi tsuzukete

I’m fading away, I’m fading awayfurai auei furai auei
Now I’ll send a sign from my sidemou watashi no hou kara sain wo okuru yo
If I keep pretending, I’ll just get worn outtsuyogari bakari ja tsukareru desho

Manipulating my mindnounai de sousa shite
Even the pain feels like pleasureitami sae kairaku to kashite
There’s no limit to itsaigen nante nakute
I want to be greedy and make it completeyokubari de konpuriito shitakute

But I’m stuck, I’m stuck, I’m regrettingBut tsunde tonza shite mouhansei
Time has passed, I want it backsugita jikan makimodoshite
I’ll only take the good partsii toko dake suroo saisei
It’s impossible to avoid the painkami kaihi shichatte nante muri dayo ne

What’s hidden in the pain, what’s hidden in the painitami ni ne itami ni ne
What is it that’s being concealedkakusareteru no wa nan desho ne
If it’s impossible, if it’s impossiblemuri nara ne muri nara ne
I’ll just ask for help properlychanto tasuke wo motomete ne

It’s about time, it’s about timesorosoro ne sorosoro ne
I’m about to finish my rolewatashi no yakume mo owacchau kara ne
It’s finally time, it’s finally timeyouyaku ne youyaku ne
I’ll set you free nowkaihou shite ageru kara ne

But you know, but you knowdemo desu ne demo desu ne
Sometimes I want you to remembertokidoki omoidashite hoshii kara ne
Because when I forget, it shows up againwasureta goro ni mata kao dasu kara ne
Don’t get too carried awayanmari choushi ni norazuni
Just pay a little attentionhonno sukoshi dake demo ki wo tsuketeite ne

There’s nothing left, nowhere to gomou nai doko ni mo nai
That person can’t be found anywhereaitsu wa doko ni mo miataranai
That pain is gone, it’s goneano itami wa mou doko ni mo nai
There’s no more sufferingmou tsurai koto wa nai

There’s nothing left, nowhere to gomou nai doko ni mo nai
You can’t be seen anywherekimi wa doko ni mo mietaranai
The pain is gone, it’s goneitami wa doko ni mo nai
It shouldn’t be hard anymorehazu nano ni tsurai koto nanka nai hazu nano ni

It shouldn’t be hard anymoretsurai koto nanka nai hazu nano ni

It’s tough, somehow it’s toughmou tsurai nazeka tsurai
Why does it have to be this harddoushite konna ni nani ga tsurai
I was just waiting for somethingmachinozondeita koto nano ni
But somehow, something feels offnandaka nanika ga monotarinai yo

I’m already hurting, it hurts so muchmou itai totemo itai
This time, what hurts so damn muchkondo wa nani ga totemo itai
It shouldn’t hurt anymoremou itakunai hazu nano ni
But again, this pain in my chest is so intensemata mune no kono hen ga totemo itai

What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why does it hurt so damn muchdoushite konna ni totemo itai
What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why do I want to hurt like thisdoushite konna ni itagaritai

What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why does it hurt so damn muchdoushite konna ni totemo itai
What hurts, why does it hurtnani ga itai nande itai
Why do I want to hurt like thisdoushite konna ni itagaritai