Placebo

Please show me the way out
I can't find the door
Everything you've gave to me
Was nothing in the end

It feels just like a placebo
It makes you feel better than before
But doesn't have an effect over the lasting direct
I need it in me

Feed the monster living in me
Dirty ropes of childhood bleak
Dying rules we're spoon fed to me
But don't affect me

I'm lying on the floor again
Breathing but dying in vain
I'm laughing at the walls again
I need this pain

Take the fucking vail off my eyes
So i can see this isn't working
I don't feel a thing in the sober light
Maybe that's because i'm not ready (to die)