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The firmament is so darkEs tan oscuro el firmamento
When these feelingsCuando estos sentimientos
Unleash and crashSe desatan y se estrellan
Against my regretContra mi arrepentimiento

They collide with the truthColisionan con la verdad
Reality presses meMe presiona la realidad
Eroding in my pastErosionan en mi pasado
Only poison and toxicitySolo veneno y toxicidad

I was an unconscious alcoholicFui un alcohólico inconsciente
And also an absent fatherY también un padre ausente
A very violent husbandUn esposo muy violento
Unfaithful and uncompromisingDesleal e intransigente

I didn't care about loveNo me preocupe del amor
They only fearedSolo le tenían temor
My blows and insultsA mis golpes y mis insultos
That uttered pure pain yeahQue proferían puro dolor yeah

In my mind I find no peaceEn mi mente no encuentro paz
I live wandering in this abyss that is my AlcatrazVivo divagando en este báratro que es mi alcatraz
And there's no effective methodY no hay método eficaz
To redeem each sin that has degraded mePara redimir cada pecado que me ha degradado

Reduced to nothingReducido a la nada
Waiting eternally for their arrivalEsperando eternamente su llegada
Better to give up because I knowMejor desistir pues sé
They will never comeQue jamás vendrán

I must face my mistakeDebo sumir mi error
Still full of painAun lleno de dolor
There's no victim who lovesNo hay victima que ame
Their cruel aggressorA su cruel agresor
I deserve their resentmentMerezco su rencor
It's my punishment todayEs mi castigo hoy

Abandoned in this loveless asylumAbandonado en este asilo sin amor
Paying dearly for my colossal mistakePagando caro mi descomunal error
I made them suffer and ruined the livesHice sufrir y arruiné la vida
Of my children and my wifeDe mis hijos y mi esposa

I can't go backNo puedo retroceder
And fix my sinful pastY arreglar mi pecante ayer
I'm an abuserSoy un maltratador
With no redemptionQue no tiene redención

Lost between four wallsPerdido entre cuatro paredes
With unyielding anguishCon la angustia que no cede
I remember their looksRememoro sus miradas
And they pierce my chestY se clavan en mi pecho

I had to protect themLos tenía que proteger
They begged me for peace and powerMe rogaban paz y poder
To have a quiet lifeTener una vida tranquila
Without aggression but I failedSin agresiones pero falle

And now I'm paying dearlyY ahora estoy pagando caro
For my malice and shamelessnessMi malicia y mi descaro
Completely abandonedTotalmente abandonado
Forgotten without repairOlvidado sin reparo

I want to end my existenceQuiero acabar con mi existir
To commit suicide or just dieSuicidarme o solo morir
I know I'm a cowardSé que soy un cobarde
Who in his own hell couldn't resistQue en su mismo infierno no ha podido resistir

I must face my mistakeDebo sumir mi error
Still full of painAun lleno de dolor
There's no victim who lovesNo hay victima que ame
Their cruel aggressorA su cruel agresor
I deserve their resentmentMerezco su rencor
It's my punishment todayEs mi castigo hoy

I am a monsterI am a monster
Living in this hellLiving in this hell
Where is my family?Where is my family?
I do not want to liveI do not want to live
And I can not believe inAnd I can not belive in
Everything I didEverything I did

I must face my mistakeDebo asumir mi error
Still full of painAun lleno de dolor
There's no victim who lovesNo hay victima que ame
Their cruel aggressorA su cruel agresor
I deserve their resentmentMerezco su rencor
It's my punishment todayEs mi castigo hoy