Suffering The Loss

The beauty on your lips
The poison of our kiss
I love that flavor of my hearts distress
Though it sends a cold chill down the back of my neck
To know this will come to an end
I lost all hope when I heard you speak those words
"I never really loved you"still rings in my ears
Staring you in the eyes is like staring down a loaded gun
The end of everything I dreamed of
Knocked flat on my back I see the stars behind you
The same ones I wished upon
No matter how deep this blade sinks it wont kill me
But the thought of losing you will
I'll never be good enough