Time (a Conversation With My Therapist)

This is the last time
This time I care about the feelings that were inside
It’s been a rough time, somehow I failed
The very reason I feel lost now
This is the one thing I will say today
It wasn’t her it was time
This is the time I tell you how I felt
And what I did, and what I dreamt

And I feel all is lost
And I know there’s no turning back
And I plan to be gone tonight
So you know I may not be here next time
Time flows around me
Time has now abandoned me

This is the last try, this time I swear
I know I’ve said this more than a million times
I'm working too hard, I'm drinking more
I wanna enjoy this but now I can’t
I didn’t mean to hurt you, I didn’t know
It wasn’t me, it was time
I didn’t mean to hurt the one I loved

And I feel all is lost
And I know there’s no turning back
And I plan to be gone tonight
And I feel all is lost
And I know there’s no turning back
And I plan to be gone tonight
I may not be here next time

And I feel all is lost
And I know there’s no turning back
So it seems I’ll be gone awhile
And I feel all is lost
And I know there’s no turning back
So it seems I’ll be gone awhile