I'm not afraid like you're not gay
And you're not old like I'm on the spectrum
Every day you look up in my body
There's heavy and heavier

I was nine when I left my body
The Silver Chair and Rillian
No regrets, just things that will haunt me
Maybe I'll bury them

You are through with me on your shoulders
I feel that I feel the most
You are through with me on your shoulders
I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did

You're smooth like she loved my father
Amen
Sometimes I eat till I vomit
There's heavy and there's heavier

I'm nine and I love my mommy
Silver hair and Ritalin
If I'm safe, then love is a spectrum
Sweet like lemon

I can't move with you on my shoulders
I feel that I feel the most
You are through with me on your shoulders
But I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did

I'd like to fly
I'd like to fly
I'd like to fly

You can't move with me on your shoulders
I feel that I feel the most
You are through with me on your shoulders
I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did