I'm Leaving

See, I've been sittin' in this room for some days
Wonderin' why you treat me this way
My friends are tellin' me I should go
But something's tellin' me I should stay

I know I don't deserve none of this
Sick of wipin' tears from my eyes
Sick of this emotional shit
But then I realize

That you bring me joy, but even more pain (more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain
And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane
There has to be somethin' that is wrong with my brain
It keeps sayin'

Do you even understand the things that you say to me?
Do you have a clue how it hurts?
And when I think that I'm gonna leave
You turn around and try to make it work

I can't keep lettin' you pick me up
And let you bring me back to the ground
I gotta rub some dirt on these bruises
And face this final round

'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain (more pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain
And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane
There has to be somethin' that is wrong with my brain
It keeps sayin'

It's sayin', that I don't need you, but I know I don't need you
All I wanna do is please you, but I don't wanna bleed too
And I know that you care, but you don't ever act like you care
So I love you, goodbye, and now it's time to search elsewhere

My heart is sayin' that I don't need you, but I know I don't need you
All I wanna do is please you, but I don't wanna bleed too
And I know that you care, but you don't ever act like you care
So I love you, goodbye, and now it's time to search elsewhere

'Cause you bring me joy, but even more pain (more pain, more pain, more pain, more pain)
And I feel when I'm with you, I lose more than I gain
And well, with and without you, I swear, I'm goin' insane
There has to be somethin' that is wrong with my brain
Well, not no more 'cause I'm leavin'