second guessing

You're gone with the wind in an instant
Like I never even knew you at all
Ties have been cut
Doors slammed shut
Can't help but pick at my skin in withdrawal

My mind has grown legs and it's running
A million miles a minute
And you're down the hall
It's where I heard you call
My name early this morning
But maybe I'm making shit up in my head

Again
Wouldn't be the first time
Keep losing my mind
An entire lifetime of
Hard-drawn deadlines that
I keep setting and sticking to
Now I'm drunk on a Tuesday missing you, cause I'm

Second guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times, I, I
Swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
Why is it with you and me
I'm always second guessing

I'm almost used to this pit in my stomach
But I still can't stand to stomach the thought
Of you next to her
I should've known better
Should've known you resent me
And I would get bitter, oh

Again
Wouldn't be the first time
I keep losing my mind
An entire lifetime of
Hard-drawn deadlines that
I keep setting and sticking to
Now I'm drunk on a Wednesday missing you, cause I'm

Second guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times, I, I
Swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
Why is it with you and me
I'm always second guessing

Everything we could've been
Every word I ever said
Every look upon your face
How I careless threw away
Every good thing that we had
Everything I want it back
I'm alright and now I'm sure
That I can't take this anymore

Second guessing
My decisions every night
Press replay a hundred times
Swear I feel delusional
You show up in every dream
Why is it with you and me
I'm always second guessing