Deadweight

With your arms around me now
My words escape me
Amongst the lies and ties that bind me to a former travesty.

And everything I am isn't what I should be
But in your wake I let the current carry me

I wait to gain the strength to stay and watch the deadweight fall.

In your eyes I will always behold
And the path that leads me on.
But it's coming wilt again (?)
The road that leads away from you.

She sees shadows replacing my pain
Forgetting safety and falling again

I wait to gain the strength to stay and watch the deadweight fall.
I left in her the truth I owe
The spoon (?) Which carries me away.

Oh you know I'll never make it alone
But now I know my mind can escape it.

I've found my way down
If i am older then i'd have to leave
I'll rise above it all
And I will never know
I'll rise above it all
I'll never know.

I wait to gain the strength to stay and watch the deadweight fall.
I left in her the truth I owe
The spoon (?) Which carries me away.

Oh it carries me away.