This Is Not A Dream

this is not a dream,
i am not sleeping.
here is a sad scene,
no time for weeping.
pain yes,
it doubles me over.
again and again,
its the same.

and no matter what i do i cant change you.
i cant keep you all to myself.
this is not a dream,
i am not sleeping.
here is a sad scene,
no time for weeping.

i want to do something different before i die.
i know you want to keep me from leaving and i
dont want to hurt you because this is our life and not wishes come true.
this is not a dream, i am not sleeping.

here is a sad scene,
no time fore weeping.
we had a conversation
and i could see it in her eyes.
all the hurt that youre feeling
and i dont blame you
because this is our life and not wishes come true.