Life's Better

I've been forcing my way
Always get my way, thank God you don't back down
A dog to train, a soul to save, baby, I know
In an instance now, feel I've been led out of where I've been let down
In an instance, woah
And so you ask me what's changed?
I think I grew up being pushed way past my boundaries
You see, and that's always haunted me, baby, I know
But when you can't see options, it's hard to let go, baby, I know

What do you do when it's no longer a problem?
'Cause without chaos, I just don't know how to function (how to function)
Got inner peace, but now I want to feel something (something)
Guess I could do it 'cause now I got options (now I got options)
Calm vibes, soft life sounds daunting
But I can't play safe, that was always your thing
I don't want to be safe, don't save me

What if the one that got away was always just deeppression? (Was always just deeppression?)
If I were fighting all these years, could I have done life better?
Still got the chance, so that's my recompense, and I'm all for the ride
I know that God's given me great taste, but you got to watch me so I don't waste it

You caould'nt ruin my day (you caould'nt ruin my day)
Not with the knowledge of the way they look at me now
Like some sort of queen, they should look after me
And I hope you know
That I shook them burdens, told me where the time go
And it's no joke
It's 'bout time, I know

What do you do when it's no longer a problem?
'Cause without chaos, I just don't know how to function
Got inner peace, but now I want to feel something
Guess I could do it 'cause now I got options
Calm vibes, soft life sounds daunting
But I can't play safe, that was always your thin
I don't want to be safe, don't save me

What if the one that got away was always just deeppression? (Just deeppression?)
If I were fighting all these years, could I have done life better? (Could I have done life better?)
Still got the chance, so that's my recompense, I must hang on for the ride
I know that God's given me great taste, but you got to watch me so I don't waste it