Monsters

Here I am again
Pacing back and forth
Won't you go away?
I don't wanna play anymore
I said I'm picking people
I'm not picking sides
I'm tired of the thoughts you're trying to put in my mind

I never meant any harm, I just wanted to help
You're telling me I've got no one to blame except myself

There are monsters in my head
There's a monster looking back at me
In the mirror
Everything's so far from clear
And I'm sorry I can't help but panic
I'm sorry I don't understand this
Did I cross my T's and dot my I's?
Everything's just blurry lines
Blurry lines

You say a friend to all is a friend to none
I'm really trying
I never meant to hurt anyone
Am I wrong?
Am I right?
(You are hopeless)
You are fine

There are monsters in my head
There's a monster looking back at me
In the mirror
I wish that it would disappear (it's never gonna disappear)
And I'm sorry I can't help but panic
I'm sorry I don't understand this
Did I cross my t's and dot my I's?
Everything's just blurry lines
Blurry lines

Everything's gonna be okay (nothing's gonna be okay)
I know that they'll be brighter days
I tell myself it's not my fault (it's all your fault)
But there are things I can't recall
Maybe I was out of line
Maybe I'm losing my mind
I tell myself that I'll be fine (you're far from fine)
But all I see are blurry lines

There are monsters in my head
There's a monster looking back at me
In the mirror
I wish that it would disappear (it's never gonna disappear)
And I'm sorry I can't help but panic
I'm sorry I don't understand this
Did I cross my T's and dot my I's?
Everything's just blurry lines
It's all, it's all, it's all just blurry lines
Blurry lines

You've got no one to blame except yourself