I Need To Find Me

I keep try to find the reason, for being here
It has a missing shine, a color to define
They look at you, but you don't want to see, not now
There has to be something more, one reason (one reason)

I'm trying to do my best
I'm not like them to fit me in
I do not want to be
I need to find me, I need to find me

It's the way they live
They show what I don't want to see
What I don't want to be
Are there others like me?