a little messed up

Run away
Breaking all my shit 'cause I can't take the pain
No, there's nothing left for me to save
Yeah, yeah
Can't deny
I've been feeling this more than a little while
I've been trying everything to stay alive
(Stay alive)

Helpless, it's helpless
Anything I do won't change it
Reckless and I hate it

I know I'm more than a little messed up right now
Break a couple hearts, they won't care at all
As I'm lying to the mirror just to feel control
Dancing in the glow of this kerosene wall
I know I'm more than a little messed up

Run away
Breaking all my shit because I need the pain
But I'm still trying to find another way
Trying to find a way
And I know I'm being honest
I swear, I promise, I'm just trying to stay alive
(Stay alive)

Helpless, it's helpless
Anything I do won't change it
Reckless and I hate it

I know I'm more than a little messed up right now
Break a couple hearts, they won't care at all
As I'm lying to the mirror just to feel control
Dancing in the glow of this kerosene wall
I know I'm more than a little messed up right now
Right now, right now, right now
Right now, right now, right now
In the glow of this kerosene wall
I know I'm more than a little messed up

Talk me down while I hit the ground
If there's a little more time, can you take it away?

I know I'm more than a little messed up right now
Break a couple hearts, they won't care at all
As I'm lying to the mirror just to feel control
Dancing in the glow of this kerosene wall
I know I'm more than a little messed up right now
Right now, right now, right now
Right now, right now, right now
In the glow of this kerosene wall
I know I'm more than a little messed up

Too loud