Haze

I wanna be your lover
I wanna be your friend
I wish I could tell you I'd last to the end
I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze

I wanna be your preacher
I wanna be your king
And I wouldn't know why everything is in a blue haze
A blue haze

My friends have all left me
Away on the breeze
There's a crushing silence where love's a disease
Like a fever it grips me
Like a lover it holds
I'm scared of getting older, scared of dying alone
I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze

And I'm and carried on the back of a wave of gloom
I'm told I'll see the shore again soon.
I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze

I'm living in dark rooms, playing at God
I'm staring at blank walls, pretending I'm not in a blue haze
A blue haze

My friends have all left me
Away on the breeze
There's a crushing silence where love's a disease
Like a fever it grips me
Like a lover it holds
I'm scared of getting older, scared of dying alone
I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze