Trainwreck

You were so perfect, when you sang to me my heart beat just a bit too fast
You called me beautiful, not sexy, don’t know what you saw in me
Kissed me goodnight and I’ve never felt so satisfied
You drove me wild, got me spinning, spinning, spinning
But I stuffed this up, should have known it wouldn’t last
Because I’m not meant for this

Had a little too much and got myself drunk, you got to see this train derail
Things were going fine so I had to mess it up because that’s who I am
Now I’ll spend the night alone, helplessly staring at my phone
Because I know you’re not coming back

Should have been strong – shouldn’t have let you get to me but
You had the power to bring this tower to the grounds
And I stuffed this up, dramatically came crashing down
Couldn’t help myself

Had a little too much and got myself drunk, you got to see this train derail
Things were going fine so I had to mess it up because that’s who I am
Now I’ll spend the night alone, helplessly staring at my phone
Because I know you’re not coming back

What have I done? I’ve become someone I don’t know
What have I done? I’ve shown a side of me that I don’t have
What have I done? I’ve let you see a part of me that I don’t want
Now it’s too late, I’ve blown my chance

Had a little too much and got myself drunk, you got to see this train derail
Things were going fine so I had to mess it up because that’s who I am
Now I’ll spend the night alone, helplessly staring at my phone
Because I know you’re not coming back