Departure

To die is to live
And I'm not too sure what I've done
I'm choking on the words stuck on the back of my tongue

Mind over matter
I don't mind that I don't matter
Mind over matter
I don't mind that I'm losing my head

I'll try anything
And never get a result
How can I feel so alone?
I thought that things could only go up from here
I can't see anything

I see no hope in me
Day after day I dwell on past mistakes
(Past mistakes)

I see no hope in me
Night after night I toss and turn in bed
(In my bed)

This really isn't me
Its not how I should be
I can't see anything

The light has gone out of my life forever
I'm blinded by the lies that I've been told my whole fucking life
(My whole life)

It's not that I want to die
I'm just tired of being here
Instead of waking up
I'd rather lose myself on my own terms
(My own terms.)