i can't listen anymore

They played that song again
That album from our past
Now every time I listen
It embodies the shards of glass
Of before
I don't walk that way no more
Close the door
I can't listen anymore
That December night
Sitting in your car, no light
Just the two of us
We're laying, hugging tight
Something told me then
I won't see you ever again
When I start heading home
Years later still alone

So please don't turn on the radio
Cause I don't wanna run into our favorite song
Like old times sake, I won't know what to do
Cause every single lyric reminds me of you
I'll never really know if you let me go
If you ever hear me singing, would you sing along?
Are you crying like I am?
What if I told you I'm lying?

Made it hard to see me
That way it feels easy
So please don't turn on the radio
Cause I don't wanna run into our favorite song
Like old times sake, I won't know what to do
Cause every single lyric reminds me of you
I'll never really know if you let me go
If you ever hear me singing, would you sing along?
Are you crying like I am?
What if I told you I'm lying?

If I hit your phone
Will I end up all alone
If I let you know
That I loved you
Would you have came home?