Underneath

Now I never knew where I belonged
That's why I just sat alone and would write the songs
Right or wrong
Never really found the light
Lost the sight
People always said I might be the type

Never really known or cared
'Cause no one gives a fuck when I'm alone and scared
Fight the fear
Been a hard wheel to steer
Always livin' every day like the end is near

Now I don't want it
I know you need it
You wanna see the side
Or how I'm breathing
You can't believe it
Look at it clearer
Can't understand it
Just break the mirror now
Fuck

Now I've felt less
Became the mess
That I can't see how to make alright
Please help the pain
I broke my life
All I feel is scars underneath the knife

Deep in the catacombs
They wanna see the peace
But they can't comprehend what separates us from the deceased
You think you know God
He only wants you for wealth
Then he will leave you in the gallows just to hang by yourself

Now I don't want it
I know you need it
You wanna see the side
Or how I'm breathing
You can't believe it
Be open minded
Can't understand it
You're blinded by the dark

Now I've felt less
Became the mess
That I can't see how to make alright
Please help the pain
I broke my life
All I feel is scars underneath the knife

Die, die, die, die
Until my new obsession
You wanna see the blood
Of the sick and depressed
I'd rather be six feet under put to my rest
You think you know the mind
Of the poor and the weak
I'd rather die than live to see the height of my peak
Just shut up before you speak!

Now I've felt less
Became the mess
That I can't see how to make alright
Please help the pain
I broke my life
All I feel is scars underneath the knife