Mental Illness

Stop embarrassing yourself.
You're only driving her and the other farther away.
Grow up and take a deep breath
Tomorrow will the same shit, just a different day.

It's impossible.
Get it through your head.
Your heart is broken.
Now pick up the pieces before you're dead.

You've ran them away
You, a sniveling child.
They want nothing to do with you.
Run away, again, for hundreds of miles.

You stalk and you cry
You're pathetic for all of this
Newsflash: She doesn't love you
Life is just pain and piss.

You can stare through the screen
Waiting for your desires
But you're only hurting yourself more
You're stuck in denial

If you heart aches so much for her
Just stab it still
Your last breath, your last memory
You'll still be ill

Let go of this, please
You are me and I am you
Every ounce of pain you feel
I feel it too

There should be no reason for attachment
This is uncouth and sad
You love one and yet another
It's slowly driving you mad

One is real, the other fake
Reality, son; wake the fuck up
It'll never be the way you want it
So give it up and move on.

... God, why have you forsaken me?