Again

I've haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
Say things I don't mean
Not meaning what I say

When it's good, it so good
When it's bad, it's so bad!
Maybe I really have gone mad!
What I am supposed to say when I end up driving everyone away?

Cause, I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
I should've never let myself get attached!

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

What's done is done
And nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on
But I'm still feel the same

And it's like
Every day
Is a fight
For my life
To get some self-control

And when you've forgotten who I am
It just feels, it just feels
I'm nobody at all

I lost myself
Hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have known
It was no use to try and run from

The cycle of abuse, the cycle of abuse

I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
I should've never let myself get!

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
I should've never let myself get attached!

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again