Ellenda

I don't wanna waste no time
I wanna see you
I don't wanna wait in line
I'm caught up in a daydream
Waking up when I sleep
You're the melatonin I need

Tell me that I'm not my thoughts
Don't even know what I want
From me, from you, from anyone

I don't wanna drink no more
I wanna go home
'Cause I don't want to spend another God damn night alone
Caught up in a daydream
Waking up when I sleep
You're the gun to my head that I need

Tell me that I'm not my thoughts
Don't even know what I want
From me, from you, from anyone
Tell me that it's not my fault
Don't even know what went wrong
With me, with you, with anyone

Find me in the backroom smoking
Thinking about anything but this
Skipping all my meals I'm broke
And lately well my appetites been shit

Find me in the backroom overthinking
Wishing I was anywhere but here
Coughing up the backseat heading out
Color in the way I'm fading now

Tell me that I'm not my thoughts
Don't even know what I want
From me, from you, from anyone
Tell me that it's not my fault
Don't even know what went wrong
With me, with you, with anyone