I Was Fine Until I Listened To Music

I was fine when I was sleeping in
I was fine when I went to the gym
I was fine when I walked out your door
I'm not fine anymore

I was fine peeling your sweater up
Wiping tears feeling your outer cut
I was fine saying I love you more
I'm not fine anymore

I was fine until I listened to music
Heard those strings and then I had no excuses
Eyes well up, I realized what the truth is
I'm not fine anymore

I'm a mess out of my record shelf
What a testament to my mental health
Wrote this song, and I kept it to myself
I'm not fine anymore

I guess it's best if I just stay alone
'Cause my ex, she haunts my headphones
Her ghost loves my ghosted semitones
Same fucking thing happened three years ago

I was fine until I listened to music
Heard those strings and then I had no excuses
Eyes well up, I realized what the truth is
I'm not fine anymore

I was fine until I listened to music
Heard those strings and then I had no excuses
Eyes well up, I realized what the truth is
I'm not fine anymore

I was fine throwing your toothbush away
I was fine on our anniversary
I was fine when you had nothing to say
But now I hear you when our songs play
Every single melody is laced with pain
And ener since you left me, it's rained everyday
Looks like we made our choices, didn't we?
Still I hear you when our songs play