GETHSEMANE

I can feel it in the silence
Before the sky turns dark

I've seen what waits before me
I know how this will end
Every step I'm taking
Is something I can't mend

The weight is getting heavier
With every breath I take
I never feared the dying
Just everything it takes

If there's another way
Why won't it come to me?

If this is what You wanted
Then I won't turn away
I feel it in my body
But I'll still choose to stay

This isn't blind devotion
This isn't easy faith
I'm breaking in the garden
But I'll still walk the way

The night is closing in now
I hear it in the leaves
The world is holding its breath
Like it already grieves

I wish that I could silence
The truth inside my chest
But knowing doesn't change it
It only makes it worse

If there's another way
I'd give my soul to see

If this is what You wanted
Then I won't turn away
I feel it in my body
But I'll still choose to stay

This isn't blind devotion
This isn't easy faith
I'm breaking in the garden
But I'll still walk the way

I don't want this
But I understand
I'm not ready
But here I am
If this is love
Then let it break me

If this is what You wanted
Then I won't turn away
Even in the silence
I still hear You say

This isn't blind devotion
This is the price of grace
I'm falling in the garden
But I won't leave this place