Misery's Own…

" I shun the light, here they can't see me
As I rule my own misery

Their world will break me, here I am safe
Here rules no instinct
No wants just needs but unawake
Their world is false
I can't breathe here
Terror and lies fill the air

I'm misery's own sleeping behind life
Grey is my colour
I fear their world - somewhere behind life
Deadworld's martyrium

For all that sleeps in me
I mesmerize then kiss decay
Returning to slumber and I am somehow
Pierced by a darkness within
A grey pulse hollows me
I am misery's own child

Television's empty speech
Girl of void avoiding the world - traitor
But are they all like him?
Are there only sick minds?
I cannot believe
For the sake of the planet

Lost-in my chamber of misery
Cold-staring at its walls
My eyes-blue sorrow seas
See me in Atlantis
A whole world ignores that I'm going under

Tearmother put the curtains aside give life a chance
Darkfather release me just for a moment
Then you can again possess me
Through my eyes I see as I look out of the window
Through my eyes I see with solemn hope
Through my eyes I see and my mind becomes clear
Through my eyes I see a sun shining on
A world that is slave to the industry
Where money is the law
Weapons prepared for the next war
Are they to blind to see?
All the new ones join the machinery
Before I adapt their hypocrisy
I'll better remain in the arms of misery

All my life passes before me in scenes
All my dreams just let them come to me (again)
All I ever was and ever will be
Can this be taken by this moment of darkness?
No! I will start a new....life....(but with shadows in my back)"