My Best Year

Life's not cut out
Like it's supposed to be
Especially when you aren't here
All over me

You left fast
And you didn't look back
Now I'm stressing over
This panic attack

You laughed hard
But I laugh harder
Knowing what we had
Now I play the martyr

Time is so short
No matter what I get hurt
Life is for the taking
But I am always breaking

This year's brought me down so low
I don't know if I can face it alone
Gotta lose yourself to grow
Hold on with dire suspense
I finally feel my face again
Need to become who I am

This will be my best year
This will be my best year

I lost myself
How God intended for me
To build this life
For who I am eternally

Pain starts at
This broken home
Where I was brought up
A fool without a role

Ones that were lost
Make us sad, you see?
I miss your touch
And colored soul desperately

I always get held back
I couldn't keep my life intact
Spread out like a puzzle
Things confuse me and are a struggle

This year's brought me down so low
I don't know if I can face it alone
Gotta lose yourself to grow
Hold on with dire suspense
I finally feel my face again
Need to become who I am

This will be my best year
This will be my best year
This will be my best year
This will be my best year

This year's brought me down so low
I don't know if I can face it alone
Gotta lose yourself to grow
Hold on with dire suspense
I finally feel my face again
Need to become who I am

This will be my best year
This will be my best year