Sophomore

I wish I could spin.
I wish I could turn around and see the fall.
You've always been.
You'll always be this real to me.
And I can't understand
why I go back and try to revive
the lonely descent.
My ties to the cold. The hum of dejection.
Watching the days decay.

The further away I wander from fifteen
the more that I know I still need an answer.
A resolution may never come.
But with Dare, Movement, Hollow, Pleasures,
Candy, Treasure...

I wish I could spin.
I wish I could turn around and see the fall.
You've always been.
You'll always be this real to me.
And I can't understand
why I go back and try to revive the same
questions again.
My ties to the cold get stronger each summer.
Waiting for days to grey.

The further away I wander from fifteen
the more that I know I still need an answer.
A resolution may never come.