time machine

If I had a time machine
I’d save myself the misery
I’d go back to when you left me
Warn myself that it’d get messy
I would flip the narrative
Break it off before you did
I would leave out important details
Even block your name on e-mail

Conversations that replay in my head
Far too late but here’s what I should’ve said

Fuck you
My feelings aren’t a game
Liar
I’d say it to your face
You are my worst mistake
You never deserved me
Coward
I wish we never met
Loser
Have fun with the regret
You never deserved me
I'm doing better anyway

If I had a second chance
I’d gaslight you then hold your hand
Lying about everything
Make you feel the way it stings
If I could repeat that day
I’d make you cry and watch you decay
Promise what we had was real
But truly it was sex appeal

Damaged done and now you’ve ripped me into shreds
Far too late but here’s what I should’ve said

Fuck you
My feelings aren’t a game
Liar
I’d say it to your face
You are my worst mistake
You never deserved me
Coward
I wish we never met
Loser
Have fun with the regret
You never deserved me
I'm doing better anyway

Doing better anyway
You never deserved me
Doing better anyway
I wish that I could change the clock
I could ditch you and then just laugh it off
Tell you that you’re just a waste of space
And I took the blame
I’d take your fake apologies
'Cause I know you never cared for me
I wish that I had a time machine

Fuck you
My feelings aren’t a game
Liar
I’d say it to your face
You are my worst mistake
You never deserved me
Coward
I wish we never met
Loser
Have fun with the regret
You never deserved me
I'm doing better anyway

You never deserved me
Doing better anyway