Spent

If this is all you really need
Some time and space away from me
I think I’d understand we’re caving in
Every mention of your name to me
It’s something that I never really planned, sort of
Yeah, I’m sorry that I fucked up
I don’t except you to understand
All the thoughts I’ve been ignoring
Every single bridge I’ve burned
I know, you wanted things to be easy
But this love is never going to be easy

I hear your voice from down the hall
A late night spent with alcohol
Twenty-two just fell right through the floor
Your guarantees are not for sure
Be another year behind closed doors
Rest assured I’m weak from words I meant

And I said please, would you please just stop
Or better yet (or better yet)
Pretend to listen (pretend to listen)
Yeah I said: Stop, just shut the fuck up
I’m done with everything we used to be
I bet you think that I don’t even notice
I miss that sound

I hear your voice from down the hall
A late night spent with alcohol
Twenty-two just fell right through the floor
Your guarantees are not for sure
Be another year behind closed doors
Rest assured I’m weak from words I meant

I meant I’m trying my best not to let all of this bother me
Almost every mess starts with perfect uncertainty
I’m trying my best not to let all of this bother me
A late night spent with alcohol
I’m trying my best not to let all of this bother me
Almost every mess starts with perfect uncertainty
I’m trying my best not to let all of this bother me

I hear your voice from down the hall
A late night spent with alcohol
Your guarantees are not for sure
Be another year behind closed doors
Rest assured I’m weak from words I meant