Yeah

Is there anything to say to take me straight to Heaven
To know I've been forgiven
No
'Cause I'm running out of ways to hold it all together
Is the wrong mistake gonna last forever?

You know I've tried a thousand times

But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed
Trying to fly with no halo
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I'm gonna lose it all
I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed
Eyes closed

Am I gonna hit rewind?
Say I'm starting over
Never get me closer
No
'Cause I'm waiting for a sign
I need it more than ever
Is the wrong mistake gonna last forever?

But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed
Trying to fly with no halo
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I'm gonna lose it all
I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed
Eyes closed

Can't be forgiven
But I'll hold my breath
So close to Heaven
All I see is death

Can't be forgiven
But I'll hold my breath
So close to Heaven
All I see is death

Falling through the hole inside my chest
'Cause giving up is all that I have left
Thought hiding from myself was for the best

But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed
Trying to fly with no halo
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I'm gonna lose it all (gonna lose it all)
I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed
Eyes closed

You know I've tried
A thousand times
Dying to live with my eyes closed