Stand Up

Never wanted to be told
I haven't lived
I've gotten old enough to know
To know myself
Now I'm here and I'm afraid
To face this mess I've made
Of my life
With someone else

I didn't think it would be easy, no
But I didn't know it'd be like this

Will I stand up?
Will I feel right?
Will I be strong?
I don't know right now
I don't know right or wrong

This is not where I should be
Living on memories of dreams I had
Somewhere past
This is his life, It's not mine
But as I drive away this time
I crash into the loneliness I've always had

I didn't think it would be easy, no
But I didn't know it'd be like this

Will I stand up?
Will I feel right?
Will I be strong?
I don't know right now
I don't know right or wrong
Will I stand up?
Will I feel right?
Will I be strong?
I don't know right now
But I'm going
Right or wrong