Nightmares

Where are you Pablo, I've looked everywhere for you,
where are you Pablo, why don't you answer the phone,
where are you Pablo why don't you open the door,
did you go to your brother in Stockholm, did you go to London again?
What's going on Pablo,
tell me what the fucks going on,
where are you Pablo?

Everything went upside down in a second and I couldn't go back to sleep
and I cannot breathe as long as I got this one hell of a bad decease,
and the nightmares came over me again
And my intention was not to hurt you but
I guess that's what I did,
all the times I've tried to explain to you what's going on inside my head,
and the nightmares came over me again

you know I need you
I'd never let you go
I love you Pablo you said you'd never leave me,
where are you Pablo?

25 cigarettes in a chain and I don't usually smoke at all,
25 blocks without a cane and I don't usually block at all
and the nightmares came over me again

and I got some bad motherfuckers to deal with
and they came for me to tonight and I'm losing myself to a terrible mess that's impossible to fight
and the nightmares came over me again

you know I need you
I'd never let you go
I love you Pablo you said you'd never leave me,
where are you Pablo?

You know the little girl I was talking about
she was hanging in a rope,
I'm so exhausted and I'm so tired of this
so don't expect from me to cope
and the nightmares came over me again

and I said shoot me if you really hate me
and then he shot me in the head
and I could see it all happen right before my eyes
and I was lying down there dead
and the nightmares came over me again

you know I need you
I'd never let you go
I love you Pablo you said you'd never leave me,
where are you Pablo?