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As I turned my eyes
To look into my inner self
I found not even darkness

Freedom is the greatest fear
Under control of the void
No sleep offers peace

And this dream of cold steel
Forced onto human flesh
The light beat of a heart

Like ashes in a storm
The chaotic compulsory will
Is safer than my open desire

This should be sense?
Then life is worthless
No more tears for this world

As I turned my eyes again
To look into my inner self
I found not even darkness

Demise is not my fright
But continuation
The embrace of emptiness

Never free me
I am scared of this thought
Never look at me
Can you call this a soul?
Never touch me
I am used to the pain

Never will I turn my eyes again
For there is not even darkness
Am I … the void…?