In Black

I inhale take it in the hate the anger
It clouds my thinking it pulls me under
Further further my eyes lose sight
My ears grow deaf my mouth is gagged
I exhale get rid of confusion
Returning my focus i try to keep my grip
Closer closer lights come on
To kill the black festering inside
I inhale i choke i exhale i choke
I crawl you kick i choke on hope
If i, swallow everything that you give
To me i would vomit on this world
I see your delight in my mistakes
Using my shortcomings to your full advantage
You're full i'm empty the story old and stale
A thousand times over torn to laugh
As i sit crying whining in selfishness