Ruled By Rage

I live my life ruled by rage
This sickness burns inside me
My stomach turns,
I feel the pain coming
I want to scream
But I can't find the words
It sticks in my throat, I'm gonna choke
The pain that I feel
Is the hate that they're feeding me
I'm still holding back from holding on
Left with these scars the fire still rages on
The anger cuts so deep I can't stop the bleeding
But it's not killing me so look at my face
I live my life ruled by rage