Hanging Man

Here i'm lying on my bed
Sick of it all, sick of myself
Everything seems insurmountable and dejected
Want to stop the pain, desperate

I have lost all mainstay
Aggressive rage turns inside
I take revenge on my entourage
My death shall mark the rest off their lives

They will certify me posthumously insane
For fear of their own finiteness
A disgrace for the family they will live with the stain
Forgive me mother, i want to leave this hell

If i die everything still exists, thus proving my uselessness
So i start to hatch a plan to die as quickly as i can

Drowning, self-poisoning, asphyxiation,
Self-combustion or electrocution?
I will end up with judas in hell
For i've decided to hang myself

Now the final stage off my morbid desire
I write a note to explain why
I choose a rope, it mustn't break
For i'm determined my life to take

I put my head right in
And place the rope beneath my chin
I give the chair a yank
And everything goes ...